Olena - Ukraine - olenagenerous@vnmuua.com
Posted: 26 July 2021
from: Olena generous <olenagenerous@vnmuua.com>
reply-to: Olena generous <olenagenerous@vnmuua.com>
date: Jul 26, 2021, 12:48 AM
subject: Hello my love
mailed-by: gmail.com
signed-by: vnmuua.com
Hey my love!
I am pleased to write to you in this Monday. Today we have cloud weather, but without precipitation. In the afternoon, we promise a temperature of 27-28 degrees.
I don't know where to start my letter for you. First of all, I feel terrible, I haven't had a shower in two days. I'm disgusted with the situation I'm in now. It hurts me to know that I was wrong about you. I thought you would do everything in your power to help me. Turns out I was just a game to you. You never believed me, and now, despite your doubts, you're not trying to do it. You're not trying to help me, and I have no other choice.
I'm disgusted that I have to take this step, and it looks like our paths are diverging here. Of course sooner or later I'll still go to capital of your country, but I don't want to meet you after this. It won't be fair to you, and I won't be able to look you in the eye when you know what I did. I can't lie to you, and I think it's best that we break up now. I'll have to go to work at a massage parlor and become a pro*titu*e. I have no other choice! I have no place to get money now. I need to find the money as soon as possible and I will have to take this vile step.
I have to go to work at the massage parlor tomorrow night. Now I have some money in my pocket, my friend sent me so I can eat. I will have a few more days until I get the money from my first client. It's terrible for me to even imagine what it's going to be like. It's good that I have a few days of "what to decide" before I have to do all this. It's disgusting and nastily, but that's my reality. All my life, only my friend took care of me and helped me in difficult times. It's still happening, but she doesn't have the money to help me now. I will have to decide everything myself, and I can only rely on myself, because as you say, you can't help me.
I want to ask you to forgive me if I've ever been rude to you. I don't want you to be upset with me in addition to this stigma that awaits me. I would like you to keep your thoughts and feelings that you may have had and not think badly of me. I am grateful to you for all your warmth and attention to me. I am grateful that you were the one to whom I was able to entrust my innermost thoughts and desires. I thank you for the smiles that were on my face every time I read your letters. I thank you for everything! For all the emotions, but it seems that our paths diverge. I'm asking you not to blame yourself, it's not your fault. This is my life and mine alone, and I have no right to demand your help. I can't lie to you and tell you that everything is fine and we'll be together soon. I can't be with you after everything that's going to happen to me in the next few days. I'm sorry, I think we should break up now. I don't see our future after what I have to do.
Do not you want to look in my eyes, feel the warmth of my lips, hold me an unforgettable night? It is because of our love 275 euro collapse? I do not believe in that. Please listen to your heart, it tells you? For a long time we were freezing from loneliness and love have been wronged, but now an opportunity to change all that, and I think we should use this chance.
I am convinced that fate gave you to me, and I do not want to lose the thread of trust that exists between us. I am waiting for your answer!!! Have a good one!
Your Olena!
reply-to: Olena generous <olenagenerous@vnmuua.com>
date: Jul 26, 2021, 12:48 AM
subject: Hello my love
mailed-by: gmail.com
signed-by: vnmuua.com
Hey my love!
I am pleased to write to you in this Monday. Today we have cloud weather, but without precipitation. In the afternoon, we promise a temperature of 27-28 degrees.
I don't know where to start my letter for you. First of all, I feel terrible, I haven't had a shower in two days. I'm disgusted with the situation I'm in now. It hurts me to know that I was wrong about you. I thought you would do everything in your power to help me. Turns out I was just a game to you. You never believed me, and now, despite your doubts, you're not trying to do it. You're not trying to help me, and I have no other choice.
I'm disgusted that I have to take this step, and it looks like our paths are diverging here. Of course sooner or later I'll still go to capital of your country, but I don't want to meet you after this. It won't be fair to you, and I won't be able to look you in the eye when you know what I did. I can't lie to you, and I think it's best that we break up now. I'll have to go to work at a massage parlor and become a pro*titu*e. I have no other choice! I have no place to get money now. I need to find the money as soon as possible and I will have to take this vile step.
I have to go to work at the massage parlor tomorrow night. Now I have some money in my pocket, my friend sent me so I can eat. I will have a few more days until I get the money from my first client. It's terrible for me to even imagine what it's going to be like. It's good that I have a few days of "what to decide" before I have to do all this. It's disgusting and nastily, but that's my reality. All my life, only my friend took care of me and helped me in difficult times. It's still happening, but she doesn't have the money to help me now. I will have to decide everything myself, and I can only rely on myself, because as you say, you can't help me.
I want to ask you to forgive me if I've ever been rude to you. I don't want you to be upset with me in addition to this stigma that awaits me. I would like you to keep your thoughts and feelings that you may have had and not think badly of me. I am grateful to you for all your warmth and attention to me. I am grateful that you were the one to whom I was able to entrust my innermost thoughts and desires. I thank you for the smiles that were on my face every time I read your letters. I thank you for everything! For all the emotions, but it seems that our paths diverge. I'm asking you not to blame yourself, it's not your fault. This is my life and mine alone, and I have no right to demand your help. I can't lie to you and tell you that everything is fine and we'll be together soon. I can't be with you after everything that's going to happen to me in the next few days. I'm sorry, I think we should break up now. I don't see our future after what I have to do.
Do not you want to look in my eyes, feel the warmth of my lips, hold me an unforgettable night? It is because of our love 275 euro collapse? I do not believe in that. Please listen to your heart, it tells you? For a long time we were freezing from loneliness and love have been wronged, but now an opportunity to change all that, and I think we should use this chance.
I am convinced that fate gave you to me, and I do not want to lose the thread of trust that exists between us. I am waiting for your answer!!! Have a good one!
Your Olena!
