Maryna Fervent - Ukraine - marynafervent@ifnmuedu.com

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from: Maryna Fervent <marynafervent@ifnmu.email>
reply-to: Maryna Fervent <marynafervent@ifnmu.email>
date: Mar 2, 2023, 8:55 AM
subject: Howdy, my favorite Prince
signed-by: ifnmu.email

Hi there, my delicious!
It's not very easy for me to find time to visit an Internet cafe and write to you. My last days are very stressful and I try to solve the situation with all my might, but I never forgot about you and always try to write a letter for you and share my news. I went to the Bank to ask for a loan. I explained the situation, but the Manager said that the system shows a failure due to the lack of a certificate from the last place of work as I was not arranged officially. I don't stop trying to find someone to lend me the money I need, but unfortunately I don't have any good news for me. I ask my friend again, but for my friend 575 euro this is a very large amount and I am not angry to her and I am sympathetic to refusals. Don't think I'm complaining, but that's the reality. I understand that everyone has their own expenses and financial obligations. I am pleased to write to you in this Thursday. I am very grateful to you for your sensitive attitude to my problem, and all I would like you to be with me now. It is at such moments that I want to feel loved and desired, to have a man next to me who would take my hand and pull me out of this swamp of circumstances. I find it increasingly difficult to believe in my success with solving this financial problem. I can't sit in a Dorm in 4 walls, I try to walk around Kiev more to distract myself from negative thoughts about my failure in my head. I hate this country for their stu*id laws! Why do I suffer because someone tried to steal from me? I don't understand why the government writes such laws and forces ordinary people to be hostages of these laws? For me this situation once again proves that I decided to leave this country for a reason and start a new life in your country.
By the way, I ask my curator again to try to ask him to contact my curator in capital of your country and ask for an advance payment for my internship. My curator even laughed when I asked him about it. He said that no one will pay me until I start my practice. He said he understood my situation but couldn't help me. He asked him not to disturb me with my problems and pointed out the fact that he had already helped me with housing in the hostel, said that he was busy now and he would soon have a meeting and just hung up. At this point, I thought about finding a quick income in Kiev, because every day my time to solve my financial problem is running out.
The sad thing is that I have to pay my debt anyway 575 euro and I will lose the opportunity to pass practice in capital of your country. Of course I will still have my work visa for 180 days and I will be able to fly to any part of your country but what's the point if I can't work in my specialty? I do not want to be a burden for my future man and I believe that I should work and bring income to the family. I am so arranged and unfortunately I will not be able to sit still. As I promised you earlier that when I come to your country, I will give you back 575 euro in next 2-3 days, as soon as I paid the first salary. Money does not keep you waiting, but here we met and dreams for the future can be destroyed in one moment and I do not want that! We walked for a long time to set goals and do not need to go to the course. I believe that in a relationship, both partners should be a support and support for each other.
My favorite, I have never been in such a difficult situation, but I do not despair and try to find a solution. I thought that I need to look on the Internet for vacancies in Kiev. I found some tempting ads and plan to go for an interview soon to find out all the details. I have always solved all my problems on my own, and I am extremely uncomfortable being in this situation. I do not want to deviate from my goal, I sincerely wish to get to capital of your country as soon as possible to get the necessary documents and meet with my.
Living here in Kiev is not easy for me, I have to spend money every day to buy food and travel around the city. Sometimes I want to give up everything and go back to so these identical days of searching for money are over. Unfortunately, I can't do this, because it won't change anything for the better, it will only add to my problems. This is all my fault, and I want to apologize for giving you false hope that we will meet soon. But I try not to despair and sincerely hope that we can see each other in the near future in a romantic setting. I will do everything in my power to quickly meet and touch you. I hope you want it as much as I do.
I will try to find a way to earn or borrow money so that I can continue on the path to my dream of meeting my loved one as soon as possible. I'm sorry, I have to finish my letter. I hope that when I find time to visit the Internet cafe again I will see your warm and tender message for me. Your letters are very important to me and I hope that you will understand that I write to you about my everyday life here in Kiev.
Kiss you! Take care!
With great respect,
Your little girl, Maryna!
02.03.2023